This Is Terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I heard the news at the hospital that they were going to take Soda and Pony away from me, that made me so mad I wanted to kill someone. They said that our home was not fit for having them with me. And only since I am only 20, but still i provide them with everything they need. This is suprising since I am old enough to legally have them with me. I had to keep this a secret and make sure that Pony and Soda do not find out this bad news. I am afraid what there reaction will be when they hear this. But I need to keep it a secret for as long as I can. I just don't want to hurt them, because they will be upset. They claim they can take them, but I am going to do what ever I need to do to keep them. They are my life.